And I'm dreaming of a place

when everyone comes unglued, I'll be there for you

2008-04-19T22:50:35Z

=]

though other things in my life still remain ambiguous, I kind of like the direction everything is going in.
♥

fresh from xkcd

2008-03-03T06:13:46Z

Me

2006-05-19T22:58:44Z

Cloud of interests for travelersgurl

art being loved being random berckinstocks best friends black and white photos boca burgers books chaps chocolate cinnamon coffee cuddling dane cook deviantart digital cameras doodling drawing east leyden ebaums world equine therapy everwood eye liner feeling loved galloping gilmore girls green tea greys anatomy grooming ponies happiness harry potter hoofbeat hoofbeat ridge horseback riding horses hunter/jumper inside jokes ipod shuffle italy jeans jimmy johns jumping laughter lord of the rings mud my cell phone myspace nail polish notebooks notes old navy orlando bloom painting pennies photos picture phone pirates of the caribbean pizza ponies procrastination puddles rain ramen noodles reading rent rolling down hills running science shoes shopping singing in the shower sketchbooks skipping skirts sleeping slippers smelling good smiling socks softball soup sparkling grape juice starbucks storms sun sunflowers swimming tanning tom jones vegetarian veternarian walgreens warm blankets water wayne wilcox wicked
Created by lazy_neko

Tag?!?! shifty eyes

2005-12-12T03:07:43Z

10 years ago I was...:
- In kindergarden at Rosemont School
- Learning to read and count
- Meeting my first Friends, that I'd be spending the next 10+ years at school with
- Going crazy over my three little Gold Fish
- In my first play, the 'nutcracker'. I was a sugarplum princess. I had one line and got to wear a tutu
5 years ago I was...:
- Forth Grade at Rosemont School
- Reading Harry Potter
- Getting my Trumpet
- Wanting to ride horsies
- I got my puppy- Petee!

1 year ago I was...:
- A freshie :-/
- Riding a crazy OTTB
- Stable hopping
- Adjusting to High School, still.
Yesterday I...:
- Worked at the stables
- was very cold
- Galloped around on Patrick
- Went sledding with Melanie
- Ate so much food
5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Cheerios
2. Frapichinos
3. Frozen Strawberry Milkshake Pop tarts *drool*
4. Pie
5. Chocolate
5 songs I know all the words to:
1. "Our Lawyer made us change the name of this song so we wouldn't get sued" Fall out boy
2. "I'm not that Girl" Wicked
3. "Defying Gravity" Wicked
4. "A little less Sixteen Candles" Fallout boy
5. "Popular" Wicked

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars:
1. Buy all my equine loves- Cinnamon, Peaches, Amigo, Traveler, Comet, Quincey
2. Buy somewhere to put them, with big green pastures, and a track to gallop down
3. the forth and fifth season of Gilmore Girls, lol.
4. A library
5. An art Studio
5 places I would run away to:
1. New Zealand (swim?)
2. The stables
3. Arizona (to my best friend's house)
4. Disney world
5. My bed

5 favorite TV shows:
1. Gilmore Girls
2. CSI
3. Who's line is it anyways
4. Simpsons
5. Mad TV

5 bad habits:
1. Being too Quiet
2. Being too loud
3. Being too critical of myself
4. Thinking too much
5. Being anti social

5 biggest joys:
1. Hoofbeat
2. Riding Ponies
3. Painting
4. Sleeping
5. Reading

5 fictional characters I would date:
1. Legolas, Lord of the Rings
2. Will Turner, Pirates of the Caribbean
3. Oliver Wood, Harry Potter ( I think there'd be a big fight for him ;-) )
4. Jess, Gilmore Girls

5 people I tag to do this:
1. There's no one else...AHHH!

Nirvana; A Blissful state of being

2005-09-26T22:43:39Z

Yesterday was crazy fun:

I got to sleep in for the first time in weeks. Then I went off to Peggy's, and we headed towards Wisconsin to see her horsie, Cooper. Well it was misting when we got there so I quickly brought him into the indoor ring. Then it started to pour and we just watched him roll six times, nibble on hay, and just look around. then i started to run across the ring and he trotted after me :-D. Then out of nowhere, Emma (the owner of the barn's daughter) comes and gives me a huge hug...then I give her a piggy-back ride around, while cooper is kinda just looking at us like 'what the heck?' After it stopped raining we brought him back outside, and hit the road. On the way to go pick up Mel, we stopped at Orphans of the Storm, and looked at all the dogs and played with the cats. We plan on going there every sunday to play with the animals. We got Mel and went to Hackney's...had a ton of food!!!! Yuuuumm......

Today was good. Just the normal school day. Nothing Special.....ooo Art class! We spray painted today and I did this really cool horse! I'll take a pic of it soon!

I think it's about time to go home; I miss camp so much.

cough

2005-09-12T17:07:32Z

So yeh Im super exhausted from the excitment this weekend, and i'm sick. so yeh i stayed home from school and i'm sipping soup, hoping i'll be better by tommorrow so I can go back to school and not be too behind.

So heres how my weekend went:

Friday I came home, lounged around for a few hours, took a nap, and did ALL of my homework (i was amazed). Then went to go see Wedding Crashers at 9:30. It was hilarious! The movie went until 11:30ish, and I got home at like 12:30ish. I fell asleep almost as soon as i hit my bed.

Saturday I had to be at the barn at the bright and early time of 9:00. Went into the barn to get Doc ready to ride, and then when my instructor came I rode him around in the outdoor ring, and i got him doing a really nice trot, and really nice canter. I even did some no stirrup work. Then Amy walked with me on the trail i as i rode Doc :-D Then the rest of the day i got horsies ready, and helped my instructor with her lessons. L o n g day. Then when i got home i had to take a really quick shower then go to my aunt's house warming partay. Hung out with all my cousins and stuff. OOoooOO my grandma gave me 3 bags filled with books *evil smirk* We didn't get home till 2 am.

I was supposed to be at my instructor's house at 7:00am. but since i got home at 2 am i wasn't able to get up early in the morn. so when i woke up at 10am, my mom drove me to fields and fences for the horse show. it was the first time my mom ever saw fields and fences, cuz it's so far away, and she was amazed of the size of the barn. It IS huge. Then i met up with Peggy, and she was working the ribbon station where everyone would come and pick up their ribbons. the lil area was set up infront of one of the rings where all this action was going on...it was awsome to watch (it was a NIHJA show). Then Peggy left to go get coffee and I was left to keep track of all the ribbons, results, and making sure that the right people got the cash prizes, it was tiring, and Peggy told me how amazed she was on how i kinda just stepped in and took control (i worked it all day long). :-D then we picked mel up from her Dad's house, and ate at Hackney's. YUM

So there's my weekend in a nutshell, i write a lot.

*neigh*

Nooo don't give me the shot!!

2005-09-09T02:33:17Z

Blah! today i felt icky. i have a cold. my head hurts. i can't talk cuz my throat hurts. im tired. Ok enough complaining...here's my day:

Got a ride from my sis in Chitty Chitty Bang Bang (name of our krap-mobile car) and it took us like twenty minutes to find a spot, and like another ten for my sis to parellel park. she doesn't know how to parellel park! after five minutes she's like 'do you want to do it?' Arg.

Left school early to get a physical at the doctors. But when i was getting some kind of vaccination shot thing there, after it i felt really light headed. i blacked out for like 3 seconds. i lyed down and i was fine, and they checked my blood pressure (for a second time) and it shot down really far, but it came back to normal, and i was fine. I think it was because i didn't eat anything before i went there, so that wasn't smart on my part :-P

But Yeh im officially shorter and lighter then everyone in my family. Including my younger sister. :-o And i didn't get taller from last year :-( But i did loose weight :-D

Thank God Tommorrow Is Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whoot!

Whoot

2005-09-07T02:37:42Z

YES! I finally got my second year RIT invite. I was so anxious to get it, cuz i knew that Becca already got hers...Sooo Yipppppppeee! It seriously made my day worthwhile. I am positive that I'm going first session. then hopefully returning later in the summer to be staff for a few weeks.

I can't wait.

Now all is left to do is to beat the deposit money from my parents...mwahahaha.

Other than that it has been a really calm day. Honors plus classes is a big adjustment on workload, there is so much more i have to do now. I stayed after school to hang out with my friends, then my bus was twenty minutes late! Grrr! But i got all my homework done before i got home...i've just been relaxing. Went to the store with my sister, and a friend. We pushed Katie around in one of those shopping carts with the lil cars infront of it for little kids, while she honked the horn and screamed out random things. it was hilarious.

I made cheesecake.yum.

yuck, school tommorrow. this is going to be a long year.

Who wants to go Buh-bye (what i say to my dog when we are going for a car ride and he goes crazy)

2005-09-02T21:11:01Z

Yeppers i am going to Montello Wiconsin this weekend, to spend more time with the fam. it will be fun and all that stuff, and relaxing. But i have a ton of homework that i am hoping to finish...sometime. heh.

So yesterday was soooo much fun. I went with Peg and Mel to go see their new horsie cooper all the way out on the border of WI and IL...it was like an hour's drive from peg's house (plus the half hour drive from mine) but i love the stable that they are keeping him at...it is like 10 acres, tons of pastures, tons of horses (including some off the range mustangs), and so far away from everything civilized. Then we run around the fields with these two lil girls who make me feel like im seven again. It's sooo wonderful.

*carefree*

Treat your love like a firefly...

2005-08-31T01:51:11Z

So yeh it was an OK first day of school...just ok.

But this school year will be fun, all of my classes i have friends in so yeh that's great. And all i have to say is that honors plus classes need to get more hott guys in them...;-)

My teachers are pretty colorful characters too :-D

So then after school me, my sister, and one of her crazy/cool friends cruised off in chitty chitty bang bang (our lil junky car) and went to mcdonalds to meet somemore friends. then after that we raced the other carload of friends to the west campus...i thought we were going to die...ahh but it was fun.

In Middle Earth, you would be an Elf, and you would
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Congratulations, You are Eowyn. You are a spunky
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Pop!

2005-08-27T00:26:48Z

This Is BRILLIANT.

http://www.pianoladynancy.com/bubblewrap.htm

Wow.

A Prince Pulled up, White Pick up truck

2005-08-26T23:02:05Z

OooooOOoo lala, got my hair cut! And wow my hair looks cute again :-D I can actually wear it down again! Whoot. I'll post some pictures in the near future, i can't find the digital camera right now.

I was supposed to be at the barn right now, but my mom didn't feel like driving me, blah. o well i'll be there most of the day tommorrow, then im off to a little partay in the night.

Amy- If I don't talk to you before you read this: Barn tommorrow at 9am, we have to ride a few horses before the day starts :-D Whooot! Call me.

Hmmm i have a boring life.

Got a newsletter from hoofbeat, and in the 'hoofprints' it says that Traveler was ridden by a camper this summer...is this true????

You are Arod. You like having fun, and hey having a
cool elf owner is way up on the list of perks!
Just keep Gimli away and life is just grand!

Which LOTR Horse Are You?
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That means orlando bloom is my owner- HECK YES!!!

What Icons are for you?(Thank you for #1!! Please check out my other Memes!!) by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
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Just wait till I write about this in my online journal!!! Lmao

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You Like To Read:	Teeny-Bopper magazines
You Firmly Believe In:	Love at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are:	A complete loser
You Were Conceived:	By immaculate conception
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Wow...didn't know that *everyone* thought i was a complete loser...but i won't worry, me and my street corner pimp will be happy together...lmao

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
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Exactly.

Buh bye.

Oy With The Poodles Already...

2005-08-25T01:39:09Z

So yah today i had to register, at the early early time of 11:30...considering i couldn't get myself to sleep before 2am yesterday it was pretty early.

Here is the schedule:
1-Art 2 (whooot first thing in the day!!)
2-Political Science honors+
3-English 2 Honors+
4-Algerbra 2 Honors+
5-Same (4-5 are 25 min periods)
6-Lunch
7-Spanish 3
8- Same (also 25min periods)
9- PE (first Semister)Drivers Ed! (3rd quarter) Health (forth quarter)
10- Chemistry honors+

Yeh it looks pretty good...art is going to be great first thing in the morning, but having Chemistry last thing will be kinda bad, im going to be soo tired by then

So yeh in other news... Talked to Julia (awsome/sweet camper) and I might be seeing her on Friday which is super super exciting. I might go to freedom woods Friday, to turn out horses, and i may go a little earlier to see her. ooooOOOoo yes i am getting my hair cut friday, i really need it, when i have my hair down i am starting to look like cousin it :-/ I just need a bunch of layers and a few inches off before school, so i can wear my hair down

travelersgurl @ 2005-08-23T23:08:00

2005-08-24T04:12:33Z

Arg.

Registration tommorrow.

School a week from today.

Come back Summer

Gooo Goo Gilmore

2005-08-24T00:06:46Z

-
LORELAI: I need coffee. Extra strong. Double cafe. Triple cafe. No, forget the cafe. Throw in the whole cow
-

LORELAI: Tom, I'm lovin' you like a two dollar whore
TOM: Terrific, I'll tell the wife
-

Rory: So is this party Grandma's having gonna be a big deal?
Lorelai:Not really. The government will close that day. Flags will fly at half-mast. Barbara Streisand will give her last concert…again. Now, the Pope has other plans, but he's trying to get out of them. However, Elvis AND Jim Morrison are coming and they're bringing chips!
-

Luke: "It's a Weston's coffee cup."
Lorelai: "Is it?"
Luke: "You bring an enemy coffee cup in here on the day of our reconciliation."
Lorelai:(with mobster accent) "Well, at least I didn't ask you for a favor on this, the day of your daughter's wedding."
Luke: "Get that coffe outta here."
Lorelai: "This is not coffee. This is a mocha, chocolate, caramel, swirl-a-chino with extra whipped cream."
Luke: "That sounds disgusting."
Lorelai: "It is. And if it were physically possible to make love to a hot beverage this would be the one."
Luke: "So apparently I've got competition."
Lorelai: "No, no, no. It's just a fling. I'll finally spend the night with it, but then when I see it in the morning with the caramel unswirled and the whipped cream unwhipped - Huh! Buh-bye."
-

Kirk: I had an imagenary girlfriend, but she left me.

-

Taylor: Well, excuse me Andrew, but some of us have businesses to run that don't involve peddling drug paraphernalia to kids.
Andrew: It was a lava lamp, Taylor.
Taylor: There is no use for a lava lamp unless you're on drugs.

-

Rory: Buttercup is a special dog She's extremely skiddish and tends to react badly towards blonde haired females,brunette males, children of either sex,other animals,red clothing,cabbage or anyone in a uniform.
Luke walks up to them
Lorelai(to Luke): Hey,we just found the doggy version of you.

-

LORELAI: Huh. You know what I just realized? Oy is the funniest word in the entire world.
RORY: Huh.
LORELAI: I mean, think about it. You never hear the word oy and not smile. Impossible. Funny, funny word.
EMILY: Oh, dear God.
LORELAI: Poodle is another funny word.
EMILY: Please drink your drink, Lorelai.
LORELAI: In fact, if you put oy and poodle together in the same sentence, you'd have a great new catch phrase, you know? Like, oy with the poodles already. So from now on, when the perfect circumstances arise, we will use our favorite new catch phrase.
RORY: Oy with the poodles already.
LORELAI: I'm telling you, it's knocking ‘whatcha talking ‘bout, Willis?' right out of first place.

-

on asking Rory to run for Vice President]PARIS: Because people think you're nice. You're quiet, you say excuse me, you look like little birds help you get dressed in the morning. People don't fear you.

RORY: Hey, I haven't been dressed by a bird since I was two

-

Luke: (putting plates on Rory and Lorelai's table) Hot Plates!
Lorelai: See! He called me hot plates
Luke: Geeez.

-

*Takes breath* that is all for now...LEAVE A COMMENT FOOL

Lol.

Cool Whip, anyone?!?!

2005-08-23T03:32:48Z

*very random day*

My two sisters + One of their friends + me were all sitting around the kitchen table talking, and just being lazy. i get up to go check out what is in the fridge...Cool whip!! I start just eating it, then i go up and offer it to my older sis, brittany, and as she's scooping it out i stick my hand in it and smear it all over her face and in her hair...mwahaha....Cool whip fight followed that....and the house was very messy after that, but we licked up all of the cool whip before the parentals got home. Thank god.

my hair was all filled with cool whip...i took a long shower following that.

OooOOoo hanna, one of my campers in my third week (she stayed the three weeks, but wasn't in my cabin till the third week) she sent me a really cute letter.

It made me happy.

I ran for a half hour tonight...and my foot doesn't hurt nor effect my running, which is excellent, now if i was in shape then maybe i would actually want to run...then i took another shower cuz i was really sweaty, i havent sweated that much since hoofbeat

Now im camp sick...and i just lost the game...

*Ahhhhhhhhhh*

Ramen Noodles

2005-08-22T02:44:33Z

*Life Is good Again*

Went to the stables on Saturday, early in the mornin to help Peg (my instructor) with Lessons. When I got there I went to go get Doc for our first lesson. Then Peg checks messages, and finds that our first lesson is cancelled....and a horse needs to be ridden before we use it...mwhahaha. So I go get this horse named Sunrise, he's a cute lil Paint Quarter horse thang. As I bring him across the parking lot to the ring he freaks out the whole way there...Then we get in the ring and he is really calm and is all nice about me getting on and everything, walks around a few times on a loose rein. Then I start trotting with him and he is really nice and just doing everything right so then I start extending him and collecting him, circling, changin directions, and just seeing what he does cuz peg and me never used him. Then out of nowhere he freaks out...half rear/skip to the side...i just sit down and laugh at him, and drive him on, and then he keeps on freaking out like that out of nowhere, it was kinda funny. But when the handicapped person rode him he had all his screws out and was sooo soo nice and didn't freak. After the lesson I rode him a bit more, cantered him a lot, and it took a lot of leg to get him moving in the canter. It was a lot of fun :-D

Today I went to Six Flags with Peg, Mel, and Erik (mel's brother). It was a really nice day to be there, so of course it was more crowded then a mother...lol....We started out with the double decker carosel, us the horsey people critizing how short our stirups are, how skinny the horse are, and of course we put our heels down and posted...we are dorks, everyone must've thought that something was wrong with us, (And there is something wrong with us, we're horse people). Then we went on a few more rides (whizzer, demon, A lot of small rides) The lines were soo long, I didn't even bother standing in line for the other roller coasters.(it also helps that i don't like the really big coasters) I had some dippin dots!! Yuuuummmy.

Now Im in a weird mood...I am indulging my night craving of no other then...Cheddar Cheese Ramen Noodles, i am soo weird.

Im thinking of taking an all nighter of a marathon of:
Pirates of the Caribbean
Lord of The Rings
Gilmore Girls
Olympic Showjumping (hehe thanx amy)
ooo I'll watch the RIT demo too!!

*making the most of the summer that is left*

All my bags are packed, im ready to go...

2005-08-13T03:09:46Z

Leaving for WI tommorrow with the family. I just want to get out of Rosemont, so I am pretty glad to be getting out of this town (even if it is with my family). Well it tis exciting, can't wait to just float around in the lake in a intertube, peddle around on the paddleboats, and go do stuff. may go to this awsome trail riding place that i went to a few years back, but the problem with that is, no one else in my family would dare to even ride a horse...lol.

But we will pass the exit on the highway that goes to hoofbeat...around the time that the current RITz will be having their demo. Im thinking about opening up the car door, with all my stuff in hand, and running to hoof beat...is that a plan or what?! lol.

I was looking at a calender of events that the area that the resort (they have a bunch of cabins and a lake in the resort) is in has...and it figures that a week ago they had a huge hunter jumper show....*growl*...instead we get to go to muskey fest...whoot (not).

Fra lala

2005-08-12T01:10:28Z

Itz been kinda hectic today. My parents are freakin out because we're going to wisconsin this sat. All I can think about is how i'd rather be preparing to be going to camp rather then preparing to go on a family vacation. Why can't i just be staff for this one week?!?! lol...i love being a RIT, but i can't wait to spend the whole summer at camp. At least i can be staff at christmas camp this year, mwhahaha.

The doctor said that i can take a shower today!! lol! I was afraid to take off the bandages, but it really looks ok, and there is no more pain! After my shower I had to put fresh bandages on, and i have to say that all the times i've wrapped horses' legs have paid off, my bandaged foot is bea-u-tiful. lol.

I've been playin around with my icons with my photos on them, by adding some text...you like? check out the other one too...i just can't figure out what i should put on the icon with me and star...i was thinking of jus putting 'RIT' on there, but i want something more creative...any suggestions?

Other than my foot dooming me to another day at rest, and my family freaking out about vacation, it has been a quite day. sat down with my sis and watched 'my big fat greek wedding'. I am almost done with my book 'the lovely bones', it's a really interesting book! Been thinking about my next painting...maybe a trubute to hoofbeat, a painting of the hill....maybe...OOOOOooooOOO i didn't show you guyz my painting i finished recently....(its a remake of another painting) It's my first time using canvas and oil paint...i need a lot more practice

Healing

2005-08-11T02:05:41Z

Stuck in the house...why does my foot have to be stupid?!?! O yah...Thank you parents for the wonderful genes! *sigh*
...can't walk...may take a few more days to be up and about again. it sucks, i want to go outside...i want to do SOMETHING! I'm sooo bored.

So what do I do when I'm down...i think about hoofbeat! lol...here are some more hoofbeat photos!!! mwahhahaha....

Trotting without stirrups~look sprinkles is moving!!! I know, it's amazing....

Really good Pic of Oldies/yearlings...

'Carry Me'~lol~Amy, you also got in the pic~lol.

Wow, Sprinkles looks kinda cute in this pick...*amazed*

The RITz say good-bye...saddness....

Tis all...*reminisces*

I gotz a boo-boo...

2005-08-10T02:37:13Z

Today I had minor foot surgery, to fix my foot which has been hurting so bad. The surgery was horrible~they had to spray this stuff on that mad my foot burn...then they gave me six shots to numb it. I couldn't even watch them...i just stared my horse illustrated. I was soo relieved when it was over, then i found out i have to go back in like three weeks to have another 'procedure' (that's what they call this shit) done...GRRRR THIS SUCKS!!!

The hosptial was across the street, and my grandma is in the hospital so me and mi padre went to go visit her. I can't walk that much soo i got to ride in a wheelchair...i know it sounds horrible and i simpathize (sp?) with those who have to ride in them all the time...but since it was a one time deal it was uber fun.

Now im sitting around the house cuz I got a boo-boo..bored...bored...bored...can't do anything...bored.

Melanie is awsome. she is my instructor's daughter, although she is two years younger then me...she is seriously my mini me...i *heart* her, she has been calling and 'checking' on me all day. hehe, just felt like i had to say that.

mmm-mmm, i don't want to linger....

2005-08-09T01:55:50Z

Well yah i can't do anything that involves physical activity, cuz my foot is really screwed up and i have to go see a doctor about it tommorrow, which realllly sucks. It really bad, i just want to go outside and exercise a little bit. But instead, i caught up on sleep. I took a bath. I painted...read a book....watched Lord of the Rings.....it was kinda nice not doing anything and just hanging out, by myself. i think i really needed that.

I need to get out of Rosemont...anyone who has been here would understand...It is a gated community with fricken guard shacks at the entrances. if you look 'suspicious' when u enter you will get followed by a police car. it is like a cage. then there are all the police constantly going down the streets...it is a very small town, filled with stupid rich kids.

i can't wait to go to wisconsin this weekend. we're going to a cute little cabin..there is a lake with a beach...and PADDLEBOATS!! I am going to spend most of my time in the middle of the lake, floating on the paddleboat, tanning and reading a book. hopefully there will be some guys at the lil resort the cabin is in...the last time we went there, there was a guy there. hehe...he was awsome.

Life sucks sometimes...what else is new?

2005-08-08T03:23:39Z

Yah today i was tired of pretending that everything is normal, and i am happier than a clam...

Cuz im not happy at anymore. so i may have been a damper to be with today, but im tired.

The rekindled happiness that i found once again in my pony Peaches, is once again gone. She was sold sometime during the week, and yah the owner of the stable doesn't even have the decencey to call and say something.

i didn't even get to say good-bye.

went to a horse show today, saw a ton of rich people treat their horses like objects. acted like how i feel. i had hardly any sleep last night, and i'd been holding in my emotions for two days. i felt like it was all going to poor out, but i held on to my composure. as soon as i left the presence of my friends, i bawled. i lyed in my bed for three hours. I don't know why it was so rough this time around, seeing another horse go...i just want some stability in my life.

i didn't even get to say good-bye.

Yeppers...

2005-08-05T17:34:48Z

Well i was supposed to be at six flags right now with amy, enjoying all of the kiddie rides, but her bro is sick, and he was supposed to drive us, so we didn't go. o well..thank god for alternate plans...in a lil bit im going to go to the stables and work with Peaches for a while, im going to do some training with her, then im going to ride. I cleaned all of my tack...my brildle, saddle, and girth are all clean...i couldn't believe all of the dirt that came off of them, it was nasty, but they really needed it...i also want to clean and polish my boots before i go...hmmm....

Hey amy~how bout u bring ur digital camera to the stables tommorrow?! pleaz?! We can take some pictures of PEACHIE!! Lol, i *heart* you amy. I will call you tonight...

I am still camp sick...it helps that im going riding today, but still, i want to be there more than anything. I just recently finished 'the five people you meet in heaven'. according to the book, your heaven is where you feel at peace.

Hoofbeat is my heaven.

Suddenly so camp sick...

2005-08-04T20:16:51Z

Suddenly it is three weeks since i left hoofbeat, and i am more camp sick then ever. I think it was from my 'flashback' yesterday. My parents asked to see my Demo DVD and hoofbeat photos. Just watching my demo and explaining it made me yearn to be back there. Then my evals also came in the mail, they were good too...they also include 'RIT prints' which reviews what we did everyday, reading that made me think back to all the good times i had at camp. I then was sitting around pondering this when Rebecca (current RIT) called me during her out night. (i kno RITs aren't supposed to have cells phones shhhhhhh) She told me everything she has been doing...how all the horses are doing. We talked for a long time then we started to loose connection and she had to leave. I want to be there right now. I am realllly excited for christmas camp! i've never been to hoofbeat in the winter, i can't wait.

I JUST WANT TO GO TO CAMP!!!Now!Who has a car....

In other news...My lil cousins and my aunt is over, swimming in the pool. i really don't feel like entertaining today so i am staying in my cold house. I wanted to go get peachie out tonight, but those plans went south. O well, i'll just have to wait till sat. to see her. But, yipeee! Me and amy are going to six flags tomorrow! We will hit all the fun lil kiddie rides~lol~we'll prolly talk about camp the whole day, too. then Sat. is a full day at the stables, which will be uber fun, maybe a carnival in the evening with Mel, then Sun. there is a horse show that we're going to help with. That is purdy exciting...

But that's not enough for me to forget my camp sickness....